Mixed Emotions

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I’m excited, but nervous. Eager to meet them, but not ready for them to leave my belly. Grateful to have kept them cooking this many weeks, yet hoping for just a little more time.

This tug-o-war of emotions sure can take its toll on a person. I have so much to be thankful for; is it too selfish to want more? At one point, we were desperately needing to make it to 24 weeks, then 28, then 30, 32… Here we are now, on the brink of 34. I never would have imagined we’d beΒ  experiencing these kinds of worries parents go through this early. It sure puts the phrase, “it’s been a roller coaster” at a whole new level.

But through it all, I have my faith on which I hold onto dearly. I trust I am exactly where I’m supposed to be, doing what I’m supposed to do, and fulfilling the plan I am meant to follow. It just may be one of the biggest challenges of my life. Whew! Well… I have an amazing husband, family, & friends supporting me each step of the way. I’m ready to keep fighting for as long as it takes. These boys have already proven how strong they are and that they are ready to take on the world. So bring it on! πŸ™‚

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